Porno? MEN.... hmmm look ladies.

ok, I have too many things going. but in my younger days. I knew .. no matter who you marry. Men like to LOOK.


So I married my blind date, my twin set me up. He was and is still extremely good looking, so,

I bought him a subscription to Playboy. I am just average looking.

It was no big deal. during the short party we had at the apartment we lived in.

Our landlord spent most of his time in the bathroom, where Vic put the fold out girl on the door.

so while you are doing your binnie in the toilleto... toilet.

Get the picture....

no bid deal.

fast forward to the present, I married my 3rd blind date set up by some co-worker.

we married.

and he read the bible...

so..I figured, he was better. NO FUCKING WAY.

I found it on the computer, i NEVER asked him about it. so i figured in my little world, so what.

well, I was embarrassed. REALLY. WTF.


I quit thinking about it. well. years go by, and I figure. stuff happens.

MY daughter goes through a bad divorce. so I visit.

WHAT I FOUND would make most women crazy... not my daughter.

she has worked her way through school, with a little help from family and loan sharks.

I send her another computer. She says to me " MOM I don't care."

I'm busy and I don't care. why should you.

hmmmm.

So, I question myself. Have I really changed, and care about the shitty Porn, and Men are just really looking.

hmmm.

just looking. hmmm


women. we are no different. I admit. Men booties. Are nice too look at.

WE ARE all the same. just some in different doses..

OH, and if perchance, Kate if you read this. excuse my sloppy grammatical errors.

I really did sleep during high-school. the two jobs excuse.


Hey friends, sorry I don't see you all anymore.

it keeps the husband happy, that I am not at the computer show on Sundays.

and not in chat with my friends.

He is good. I don't know why, he loves me.